Fine Line

歌詞

Another day another hotel The inside of it's nice though Oh well this is my life so As I go try and close for the night show See how far that line goes Still blows my mind show business Guess I'll just never get over this shit just always feels so weird To this day because all's I ever did was just say the shit That all I ever wanted to hear other people say to Me when I was a kid so Please don't make me some type of hero 'Cuz I will say some inspirational shit in a real way but Still will have a field day with some of the fucked up shit In the world and tell it to suck on a dick because I still make fun of them See someone saying that I'm a son of a bitch at another's expense I'm fucking relentless fuck when it comes to this pen I struggle with coming up with sentences stuck on the fence Is the balance beam if I seem unbalanced it's challenging For my conscience to think of the foulest childish things without even Blinking without even thinking about all the stinking amounts of People it seems to be reaching when the crowds are screaming In the palace sold out this evening but now it's maybe down for sleeping Is it really my soul to keep or have I sold it cheap Is it greed and do I take more than I need When I joke of leaving they keep overachieving Because what's done for me I barely broke even * I know it's a fine, fine line Living in hope of dying I know it's a fine, fine line Living in hope of dying So I notice how I paint myself And do my hair when ordeal is so vain I want my respect but ignore the butterfly effect That comes from my dialect Until I sit in the dark and I reflect that My reflection shows what it's like yeah 'Cuz its vanity surrounded by all these lights yeah it's like a nightmare I said this vanity surrounded by these lights is a nightmare And I don't like how I see myself so I Open the bible to Isaiah because I swear to Christ there In nights where I stay up and might say a prayer twice Just to make sure God hears 'cuz this ice layer I skate on with some nice wear Putting it but I like to stains Bodies saying that I tried to see her Tops it like a nice player I got a nice pair of dice here Sealed off in my lair Away from the bullshit Just a place to sit and talk shit Funny how this house quite big But it ain't when you can't leave and I feel so isolated Nice I made it but it's like I paid the price of fame twice I hate it So I bitch about my life and make another song it's a cycle ain't it Then I wonder why I stay famous Keep walking the line This goldfish bowl gets old But especially when you don't know if your conscience is saying I told you so You don't even know anymore if you got the soul of a soldier Or your soldier's soulless * Repeat I feel oh so small Hovering high above us all Please come back to me I still remember the times when They were simpler than the rhymes or when Vanilla Ice was When I was just killing the mikes I'll never forget what that feeling was like I miss those times now when I was just starting out without a dime and Now I'm diamond Can't even stage dive in the crowd anymore now and I've been stuck in this house hibernating Hate even going outside it Sucks sometimes I just want to walk into Target and look at shit browse I don't even want to buy nothing I just want to fuckin' walk around and look inside it Look how excited I sound when I get to talk about life And everything I had that I miss which now reminds me Put a thousand lighters in the sky for the outsiders Wow I must of had Alzheimer's Long time since I've shouted him out 'bout time 'cuz it's been on my mind lately How Zee you've always supported me You vowed I will never forget that and how you guys accepted me for me And Pace I love you too you slept on my couch and I been thinking about the time when I slept on the floor of the outhouse Rhyming's all we ever wanted to do And regardless of how life has turned out of our lives inside I'll always be an outsider My life has been turned inside out * Repeat Keep walking the line I keep walking the line I keep, I keep walking the line Keep walking line I keep, I keep walking the line