You cut off your hair despite all the warnings And burned all my letters on your concrete block I wasn't there when they found you in the morning I found a bullet while you were finding god I'll take the blame But drinking's just too easy And I can't soak it up When the memories start to run I have a plan that could Get us to the next town But I never thought I'd drive This far without a gun When the hurricane came I didn't board the windows I knew by the name it was coming for me I wasn't there when the sun came in the morning I never had a reason to stay anyway I'll take the shot Right between the eyes But I just can't soak it up When the memories start to run I have a plan that could Get us through the next four summers I never thought I'd drive This far without a gun