Actually,

“What did you really want to do?” What did you really want to do? When I hear that, tears flow instantly What did you really want to do? Time runs backwards in my head What did you really want to do? Thoughts, ideals, and hopes I wish I had taken this far-fetched situation more seriously Before I think about that I always ask myself, What do you want to do? I ask myself, What should I do now to achieve that “ 本当はどうしたかった？” 本当はどうしたかった？ そう聞かれると 瞬間的に涙が流れる 本当はどうしたかったのだろう？ 頭の中で時が逆回り 本当はどうしたかった？ 想いに理想に希望 今のこのかけ離れた状態に もっと真面目に 取り組めばよかったと そんなことを考える前に いつも自分に どうしたいんだ？と問いかける そのためには今 何をしたらいいのかと問いかける