I reminisce On the last Christmas I spent with my mom and my dad I'm still trippin', wishin' that I could go back To know what I'm missin', it's a mystery, oh, how'd I forget? I'm not a magician, I try fixin' shit that I can't Memories make me sick I hope the past the hardest that it gets Mama said she drinkin' to forget I told my mama, "Save your son a sip" Tryna slow my breath and get a grip I think life is harder than in death They're in Heaven, I'm the one that's left (They left) I did things that I knew were wrong But time just keeps movin' on And no matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was I broke bones and I shed some blood And time took a few friends I love And no matter which way I run I can't go back to the way it was, no And I can't go back to the way it was, no And I can't go back to the way it was, no (Hold this moment while you can) (Tell your people that you care) (Do it now while you still can) I can't go back to the way it was, no (Can't go back to the—) I said I can't go back to the way it was now, oh (No, no) I can't go back to the way it was, no