As the light is placed behind me The thought of being left behind In solitude I try to see The world through your eyes The air is calm as you once were Warm and innocent My voice will always guide you I just wish I only knew That our love was just a lost cause But never a mistake I know one day I'll find you I will see you once again As we meet face to face I will stand there and pause As you look back and say "I've forgiven you" How far until I reach heaven How far until I reach home In way's you've tried to change me In restless times and dreams How can you say I've lost you How can I live without you There's no light at the end, only my own suffering As I'm cast onto these chambers These chambers of infamy I call on mercy's hand Begging you to forgive me Please don't walk away Don't let this be goodbye Theres no light at the end Only my own suffering I look over the horizon Hoping you would see me here As your life comes crashing down As your lifted from the ground You wake to feel empty But there is no more misery I shouldn't feel this cold, I shouldn't be alone