Why do I try when it's all in vain The love I sow can only bring me pain Building castles out of sand and stone Cause in the end I will still be alone Upon my face the smiles you see Only hide the strain and misery In my youth my world came undone Right when my life had just begun I know it , I need it Somehow I must try to love again I want it , I feel it I just can't seem to let it end I have to , I need to Can't you see it's killing me Precious moments I'll never forget All our daydreams and the goals we set It's so unfair when a life has to come to an end And to be left behind to try and start again My eyes are dead , they see only in black and white The color of life left with my will to fight A love so pure that time has become my foe I wait to be free but a new love may never show I know it , I need it Somehow I must try to love again I want it , I feel it I just can't seem to let it end I have to , I need to Can't you see it's killing me