I was up all night Wonderin' if I'll ever amount to anything In this life 'Cause now I'm not so young Nothing feels right And I was up all night Thinkin' 'bout the way you spoke to me In our last fight The love in your voice was gone Nothin' feels right I've smoked a thousand cigarettes Left tiny ashes in the bed And I was up all night Dreamin' up a world where everything Turns out right Where I'd never break your heart Nor you mine