And I've sat in the sunshine in summers of sadness and lived through the winter when lonely was here And I've gone throught the motions of feeling for fear that I never would find you my dear And I'm thankful to whoever made it all possible for me to be with you while I lived And spare you the grief if I passed on before you and i don't think I'd live if you died before me. And I hope that the smell of these roses will follow you on in the time when the roses are gone... I love you Dawn...