Doubts

歌詞

Unashamed's like our middle name Uh since 16 I been in the field spend a Fortune on bible college to plant churches in Brazil God gave me time but hip-hop is His continents Been on 5 of 'em I cried on 'em like come to Christ now you can live I mean and I stayed outside but his dope boy went down for a stride And my last trip to Africa man they said that we might not be coming back Risk my own life my career my goals my own wife They say that's a lot for 25 that's the least I could do He was crucified Sometimes I still feel like I'm in the dark Let me explain the conflicts of Kevin's heart Maybe the fact that my father left me blaze apart And why I'm so afraid that one day I could walk away and leave God Will I make it to the end Or will I fall and lose everything I'm trying to be a better man But why is there so little shame If I'm honest, I'm doubting I'm doubting, I'm doubting If I was honest, I'm doubting I'm doubting I'm doubting I'm supposed to be K to the second letter I'm the bride of a King like Coretta Scott free God let us all off the hook forever but I'm still ungrateful Acting like a tectonic plate moved When I don't get what I want how I'm gone front like I ain't already got a plate full So I'm a grown man should I still have the same troubles that I had when I was a teen Sometimes it feels like I'm one sin from You saying that You done with me Am I deceived, am I deceived Do You really care are You really there oh help me believe Please come quickly wish that You'd come get me Off of this world surpassing joy but yet I feel so empty If they only knew I'm such a weak dude But at the same time is here I see how much I need You Will I make it to the end Or will I fall and lose everything I'm trying to be a better man But why is there so little shame If I'm honest, I'm doubting I'm doubting, I'm doubting If I was honest, I'm doubting I'm doubting I'm doubting But then the Spirit comforts me (He comforts me) I ain't gotta worry 'bout this no longer (this no longer) When I feel my grip about to slip His grip on me gets stronger When I can barely crack a smile feeling like Mona Lisa God says know you're weak so when you're strong you know it's Me See He's the Savior since Abram and He ain't lost one yet Jesus has set me free never seen a better sunset That's why I doubt my doubts that's why I doubt my doubts They just push me closer to the One who's got 'em figured out If I'm honest, I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) If I was honest (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (I say to my doubts) I'm doubting (Help me believe!)