SADBOYRADIO

歌詞

Meet Kazuo A crestfallen vagabond wandering around with negative thoughts Violating his hopes and dreams. All he wanted was to feel loved And now it's time to vent about it. So Kaz, why are you so negative all the time? おいカズオ、お前の態度が嫌い Nobody cares about the clown when his sadness has taken over When the world has overwhelmed him it's hard even staying sober As he clings on to the past and replaying his favorite moments Realizing so much has changed he breaks down and lay there hopeless Somedays I feel progression Somedays I wanna end it Somedays I value friendship But cave into depression Cutting communication like this is the perfect therapy Wondering if somebody will ever ever be there for me Before I admit I'm wrong, I'll play the victim Blame the world before I beg for it's forgiveness I live inside of my head some thoughts must get evicted Someone take it all away I just hope that I'll never miss it As time goes on, traveling through each outcomes Til I no longer am a victim, or a dweller for nostalgia It's me against the world, till kingdom come It's me against the world, till kingdom come It's sad boy hours stand the fuck up It's sad boy hours stand the fuck up If you are depressed stand the fuck up Don't listen to these hoes it's okay to cry Alright, yo How many bags I gotta chase 'til I get outta mine? How many times I gotta lie when I say I'm alright? How many smiles I gotta fake cause my ass 'bout to cry.. How many times will I say sorry I shouldn't apologize.. How much pussy will it take for me to move on completely ? How much changing will it take to be that person that she needs? How many hardships until this life becomes easy? How much drugs will I take 'til I... fuck it nevermind My name is Kaz and I don't have a place to call home. Been moving all my life and honestly it all blows The ones I love the most be living hella far so It has me distancing myself from all the friends that are close so I locked myself in this room that's the life of this creator Yelling everyday cops are called on me cause I piss off the neighbors Friends be texting me but I don't got the time, I'll talk to'em later Gotta put in work last thing I wanna be called is a failure Can't maintain communication, admit that I suck at that shit I tend to ghost all my people don't notice when some months have passed since I'll hit'em up randomly asking 'what's up' as if nothing had happened And wonder why all my relationships end up all fucking disastrous The fuck is wrong with me? I just want to be Something far from weak, up my artistry But I'm under all this heat They're punching cards but me, I'm running far for this dream Nothings stopping me I cut y'all off for weeks For what's tomorrow means nothing promising Trouble follows deep confront me? Nah just leave I suck at arguing don't fucking start with me Fuck your honesty No wonder why G- left Oh it really hurts huh? I can't say I was a perfect boyfriend But she was the first love Time has passed, but I hold on to moments as seconds turn minutes 4 years of history. Ups and the downs just for her to live life like I never existed Locked myself in this room that's the life of this 'savior' Yelling everyday cops called on me I piss off the neighbors Good intentions interpreted as toxic behavior But I gotta put in work, last thing I wanna be called is a f- Press a button to begin… Yeah, when my dad dies I honestly don't think that I'ma cry It's not that I don't like the guy, when I was young I tried and tried To build a bond with him even when he ain't see eye to eye With my moms after their divorce was finalized, fuck A black boy that barely knows his father, oh so typical I remember wanting to see him but shit was difficult He had a new family and that made me feel invisible Vacations that I wasn't invited to left me miserable Got 2 kids from a new wife and she hates my mom with all her life Trying to be a part of their lives but they do not try to be part of mine So I'm that boy that always cried, forced to let this trauma hide I can't even imagine what a father-son talk is like Every friend I make I expect them to leave It's unhealthy to think my friends are temporary But shit, I see us drifting already. Depressing to see So if I die, fuck it. it's probably better 6 f- There are nights I went to sleep Hoping I don't wake up Yeah No one there to save me from my thoughts 'Cause I don't say much Yeah There are things I fucking miss That I'ma never get back Yeah I'm a victim of nostalgia I don't know where my head's at… Wake up, Kazuo I don't feel so good Never do what I should I'm gone with the wind And all my dreams are I don't feel so good Never do what I should I'm gone with the wind And all my dreams are I got some problems That I bottle Up inside of my soul I said my sorry's But I'm awkward It's out of my control I got some issues in my head when I dream I can't wake up no more, no more 起きなさいカズオ