Like a disease eating away at me Your just another drug I'm an addict of I can't play your fucked up guessing game Jealous and out of my head 'Cause I know why you want me around So you've got someone to push around And when I'm free, you're nothing but a memory And when I'm free, you're nothing but a memory And when I'm free, you're nothing but a memory' I hope my memory fades You'll always hold a place inside my heart I'll tear it out of me so I can start To feel alive instead of dead inside Fucked up and out of my head 'Cause I know why you want me around So you've got someone to push around And when I'm free, you're nothing but a memory And when I'm free, you're nothing but a memory And when I'm free, you're nothing but a memory' I hope my memory fades' away