I've lived my life without understanding emotions I've lived without understanding emotions I don't understand pain I don't understand anger I don't understand grief I don't understand life I lost a lot of friends I lost a lot of trust I hurt a lot of people No more excuses When can I crawl back up? How can I get there? I've lived my life without understanding emotions I've lived without understanding emotions I would be called an idiot No wonder, come to think of it I don't understand words I don't understand life I want to deny the past To forget about it I want to change I have to change When can I crawl back up? How can I get there? All hope turn to ashes I want to change I have to change I’m still trapped Dull pain runs Deep nightmares Just shut up When can I crawl back up? How can I get there?