Wish I’d read more books when I was a kid (I) only come up with stories that never fit I'm scared to speak, (It) might be all fall apart Living like I’m dead, and going down to hell My own words circle back around and stab my heart I go through each day, blind to the pain from the start I still can’t find myself in the mirror’s gaze Is this the life I’m meant to live? Or just, or just someone’s dream Your joy is not my joy Shout it loud in your words “Life is fun (‘cause) it doesn’t go well” That’s straight up bullshit Stay away from, stay away from, stay away from me Your joy is not my joy Speak it clear in your own real words Have faith in yourself Overcome the borderline Have faith in yourself Overcome the borderline Your joy is not my joy Shout it loud in your words “Life is fun (‘cause) it doesn’t go well” That’s straight up bullshit Stay away from, stay away from, stay away from me Your joy is not my joy Speak it clear in your own real words