It feels like this as I walk the streets And I stalk the leaves on my way home Look down at my shoes to see how I move And it's always wrong, it's always wrong But I can't go back, I can't go back I can't go back to her, she'll see, she'll see the way I look I've looked, I'll always look Through my eyes through my heart but not my sense I seem to lose not when I choose And it's always wrong, it's always wrong But second source in the middle of the night Was easy but not with this girl Joanna sits on the wall Smiling and laughing and asking for more She's won the battle but now comes the fear It's over, it's over just as I came near It feels like this as I walk the streets And I stalk the leaves on my way home The house is so near but oceans from here And it's always wrong, it's always wrong But summer air when hands are a tangle You think that you've won all the world Joanna sits on the wall Smiling and laughing and asking for more She's won the battle but now comes the fear It's over, it's over just as I came near But second source in the middle of the night It feels like this, it feels like this My eyes will take a tear from you My heart will take a beat or two My feet will take me back to you Tonight they always do Joanna sits on the wall Smiling and laughing and asking for more She's won the battle but now comes the fear It's over, it's over just as I came near Your eyes aren't blue but I still see Seas within