closer. hard to breathe in. the wake up. I woke up to. these tragic events. years spent in the shade. in your shadow. I know I can't be replaced. small times by build giant memory. I haven't gone far from center in so long. I built this place for you to live forever in. millionaires club penny pinched the pick pocket. time spent like we could live through our sons without having one. we could come to dinner. we could feel warm and safe. or we could live in this hotel. so vacant. time takes its toll. we cant keep it all.