I'm still scared Afraid of failing Anticipating the ride to end before the wheels begin to move Run away So I can hide Run away I've mastered feeling nothing Run away I'm dead inside Run away Why don't I care Waste my time commiserating Self medicating it's my design Although I know you don't approve Run away So I can hide Run away I've mastered feeling nothing Run away I'm dead inside Run away Why don't I care The truth is that I'm not so good At showing how I feel Or keeping my mouth shut When there's something to conceal Or knowing how to love Love's not in my memories How can I rise above All my insecurities Run away So I can hide Run away I've mastered feeling nothing Run away I'm dead inside Run away Why don't I care Run away I fight the tide Run away The ebb and flow consumn Run away Still by my side Run away Why should you care