Sick of myself, my world, my life Get out of my way, this truth can't lie I stop myself, every second I try Every minute of time, is an hour I've died I'm sick of myself, my world, my life Get out of my way, this truth can't lie I stop myself, every second I try Every minute of time, is an hour I've died Every day is another complication, a journey through another maze I found my way to recapitulation, everything is still a haze But Heaven still holds me... I live my life inside imagination, keep the secrets I have made Its a silence that enslaves me, its the only thing that saves me! If you know what it meant to me to make it through tonight! You would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life Every day is another conversation, soaking our intent with lies The whole thing's open to interpretation, it should come as no surprise The enemy is everywhere... ( The enemy is everywhere... ) Death would be an ample compensation, even if its my demise But Heaven doesn't want me... Head to toe in blood and perspiration, I would wipe the tears and lies But Heaven disowned me, now Heaven won't know me! If you knew what it meant to me! To make it through tonight! You would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life! Nobody gets out alive! And I know there's no way to buy my way in! ( Sick of myself, my world, my life Get out of my way, this truth can't lie I stop myself, every second I try Every minute of time, is an hour I've died ) I can't say that I didn't try, I guess that I just have to try again! If you knew what it meant to me! To make it through tonight! You would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life! You would be a mourning star, and guide me through this life! Sick of myself, my world, my life Get out of my way, this truth can't lie I stop myself, every second I try Every minute of time, is an hour I've died I'm sick of myself, my world, my life Get out of my way, this truth can't lie I stop myself, every second I try Every minute of time, is an hour I've died The enemy is everywhere...