Doors I Painted Shut

歌詞

I don't wanna die At least not without you Alone here in the August heat In the shadows of the afternoon I don't wanna die But I'm petrified of getting up There's a draft coming from underneath A door I swore I'd painted shut I'm staring at the sun Even though I'm sure that I'm asleep It's expanding out to swallow us I can feel the low, persistent heat I don't try to run I wait out there on the porch swing In the orange glow and eerie calm The continent slides off into the sea I don't wanna stay Under the low clouds of a humid heat I'm singing softly out of tune I can never find the key I don't wanna die Or maybe I do Cause everything's so fucking dark You found me crying in the other room It's been years since I've been low like this I don't like me Playing piano with a broken wrist I don't like me I've been waiting at the window sill I don't like me I need you to know I love you still I don't like me