There is so much frustration in me But I do know that I can feel love That dying feeling inside, baby I've got no one to take it out on We've talked about the future So many drunken nights We thought we had it together And what we had would never die If you think of me as shallow I'm gonna show you that I really care Help me to recover From the fact that you're not here I'll suck the poison out of your arms Just so I can spit it back in your face Still there is so much frustration in me, baby Who is gonna hold me together and hold on? We have talked about the future So many drunken nights We thought we had it together And what we had would never die If you think of me as shallow I'm gonna show you that I really care Help me to recover From the fact that you're not here Here I am, on my knees With all this shit burying me In my dreams my lovers cry They've trusted me despite all my lies Dead on straight, move to fast I'm doing fine but I'm bound to crash When I do, lay me on ice I knew somebody had to pay the price We've talked about the future So many drunken nights We thought we had it together And what we had would never die If you think of me as shallow I'm gonna show you that I really care Help me to recover From the fact that you're not here