DOA

歌詞

Thirteen when I started, cold hearted and curious To the streets, gotta eat where every part is serious Holding guns for reasons, believing it was the thug in me All about the love, till the, the slugs hit me Don't wanna die so I open my eyes Chokin' on air, gaspin', hopin' I'm alive Chalk my sneakers, shit even chalk my hat Is this the path to the pearly gates? I'm walkin' back Why it had to be me Lord when they sprayed this bitch I ain't ask for this life, I was gave this shit Is it wrong packin' my heat when I ain't raised and shit I'm tired on my tombstone engrave the shit We all gotta eat, I'll die if you take this from me I'm hungry so I ride trying to make this money If that's a sin then fuck it, I'ma die with stripes But touch me Lord and keep me in your eyes tonight Call my kids but they don't walk back to me Talk to my dogs and they don't talk back to me Tried to hug my mom and she walked right through me Damn, I think I'm dead y'all, I might be dead y'all Call my kids but they don't walk back to me Talk to my dogs and they don't talk back to me Tried to hug my mom and she walked right through me Damn, I think I'm dead y'all, I might be dead y'all I wake up in the hospital, codeine out IV's in veins like I'm coke fiend out I'm outside of my body, I see myself But I can't talk to nobody or be myself I feel nothin' but tears from my mother's cheek Droppin' on my arm when she tellin' my lil' brother I'm asleep I try to feel her and touch her but it just not real Will it surprise my pops when they say I just got killed Shed some light on me Lord, let it ease the pain Put somethin' in my heart, let me breathe again 'Cause it's just the lil' tiny kids who need Hussein And I ain't playin' no more, I ain't playin' the game It's time to pull your pants up, fight the war of life You got a lost soul then give yours to Christ 'Cause I'ma take mine and do it surly right Give me my soul back please, let me enjoy my life Call my kids but they don't walk back to me Talk to my dogs and they don't talk back to me Tried to hug my mom and she walked right through me Damn, I think I'm dead y'all, I might be dead y'all Call my kids but they don't walk back to me Talk to my dogs and they don't talk back to me Tried to hug my mom and she walked right through me Damn, I think I'm dead y'all, I might be dead y'all Verse 3: Fatal These bastards done hit me off, I'm in a casket They just did surgery, I'm watchin' how the murdered me My lil' brother thing I'ma pull through And grandma I knew, you know ain't no way I could fool you My daughter ain't got no fears, now she can see me clear Trying to tough me, her mama think she fuckin' with her tears Just when you look back it was a memory I don't watch y'all to mourn, just remember me I'm putting it down hard, legal or illegally Nigga got get his chips either way, don't grieve for me Ugh, caught up with me, hit me Praying to God so the demons won't come and get me Fold my arms, I don't love this life Ain't no slippin' when you thug for life Fold my arms, I don't love this life Ain't no slippin' when you thug for life Call my kids but they don't walk back to me Talk to my dogs and they don't talk back to me Tried to hug my mom and she walked right through me Damn, I think I'm dead y'all, I might be dead y'all Call my kids but they don't walk back to me Talk to my dogs and they don't talk back to me Tried to hug my mom and she walked right through me Damn, I think I'm dead y'all, I might be dead y'all