I've been looking at the night sky waiting To find another glitch inside this matrix The amniotic that we all were made in It's just the water that we wade in Well I'm an honest man, I admit my mistakes But what good is that when your reality breaks? Arbitrary moments in your life are replaced by The feeling that you're not in control Because I hated myself for so long Just to figure out that it was never my fault There was something evil inside me pointing my anger at All of the things that I thought that I lacked Now I'm taking that back And as I look unto a world unwinding There's silicon instead of silver linings The golden rule by which we've all been mining But what the hell are we refining? Cuz I'm an honest man, I admit my mistakes But what good is that when your reality breaks? Arbitrary moments in your life are replaced by The feeling that you're not in control Because I hated myself for so long Just to figure out that it was never my fault There was something evil inside me pointing my anger at Dirty bedroom mirrors and the person looking back But it's a matter of time before I'm conquering it I'll grab in a choke hold now I know I'm stronger than it All this time I wasted struggling fighting for things that I thought that I lacked Now I'm taking that back Now I'm taking that back I guess it probably serves me right even if it ends up feeling kinda wrong I think about it every single night, I never sleep for long I wake up every morning faking smiles But it doesn't seem to budge a thing, I'm stuck and buffering This fucking suffering only amounts in to stupid little songs Because I hated myself for so long Just to figure out that it was never my fault There was something evil inside me pointing my anger at Dirty bedroom mirrors and the person looking back But it's a matter of time before I'm conquering it I'll grab in a choke hold now I know I'm stronger than it All this time I wasted struggling fighting for things that I thought that I lacked Now I'm taking that back