Both of us get in the shower You said that that was our thing Sitting down soaked for an hour I'm underneath holding your weight I wish we could stay there forever Now I'm standing in here alone Trying my best to forget you Are you doing the same on your own Harder than it was the first time Cause this time you really are gone I hope sometimes When I close my eyes And I open them that You would be there God knows I've tried To leave you behind but I'm wondering Did you ever really care? (Did you ever really care?) I've never surrendered the power 'Cause who knows what trouble that brings I get quiet the voice getting louder Telling me that I'm nothing Stop telling me it gets better Just tell me that you'll come back 'Cause I just can't do this much longer 'Cause baby I'm starting to crack 'Cause I'm losing sight of the start line And I don't see an end in this track I hope sometimes When I close my eyes And I open them that You would be there And God knows I've tried To leave you behind but And I'm wondering Did you ever really care? I wanna leave, too hard to go I'm stuck underneath holding you close I'll try not to need you anymore But when you're not here, the water's cold I hope sometimes When I close my eyes And I open them that You would be there God knows I've tried To leave you behind but I'm wondering Did you ever really care? (Did you ever really care?)