this music makes me cry it sounds just like my soul but I'm not ready to win oh lord cuz i don't want to know what they say cuz i get carried away commodifying all the pain the things they see in me i cannot see myself when u get bored of me ill be back on the shelf and when the ocean rises up above the ground maybe ill drown in california you only like me when u think I'm looking sad california i didn't think ud end up treaten me so bad oh come monday its a dream broken my own heart again chasing something beautiful oh lord but i don't understand what they say cuz i get carried away commodifying all the pain the things they see in me i cannot see myself when u get bored of me ill be back on the shelf and when the ocean rises up above the ground maybe ill drown ina california you only like me when u think I'm looking sad california i didn't think ud end up treatin me so bad