Love is everywhere I'm not allowed. I feel he's been to hell, but he's near to heaven now. I need to see it. I can't not have it, so inscrutable, so beautiful. I try. I try. I try. His head is I don't know. I'm stuck outside again. Can't get in. I can't move him. I think I like it because it hurts to not know, Pain is so. I tried. I tried. I tried.