Have I ever lost your way? Have I ever left you waylaid? Have I ever come unstaid? Why would I now? There were times I loathed your name There were times I laid on the blame There were times I brought on the shame Why would I now? But I will never be your familiar soul And I will never see your interior whole But have I ever stood back and watched you fall? Ditched your call? Caught you bent around? Why would I now? Have I ever steered you wrong? Have I ever strung you along? Have I ever kept you long? Why would I now? There were times I broke through the walls There were times I broke through it all There were times it felt so hard Why would I now? But I will never be your familiar soul And I will never see your interior whole But have I ever stood back and watched you fall? Ditched your call? Caught you bent around? Why would I now? Though the years they may unbraid you How it all nearly unmade you laying down Why would it now? Remember when it all went dark Remember when it first ran apart Remember how I held my mark So why wouldn't I now? But I will never be your familiar soul And I will never see your interior whole Have I ever stood back and watched you fall? Ditched your call? Caught you bent around? Why would I now?