Towel underneath the door Fast food wrappers on the floor Staring at the TV screen Drinking uncontrollably Watched The Notebook, didn't cry Emotionally paralyzed Drowning in my cluttered bed Ignoring all of my friends I don't wanna go to your party No, I don't wanna see anybody I don't wanna live, wanna laugh, wanna love I wanna sit in my room and get drunk Don't wanna live my best life Just wanna lay here all night I don't wanna live, wanna laugh, wanna love Eating chips after they're stale Listening to Nine Inch Nails Boxers are my lingerie Dinners in the microwave Google imaging myself Wishing I was someone else Up until 4 in the morning Stressing over global warming I don't wanna go to your party No, I don't wanna see anybody I don't wanna live, wanna laugh, wanna love I wanna sit in my room and get drunk Don't wanna live my best life Just wanna lay here all night I don't wanna live, wanna laugh, wanna love Live, laug love Live, laugh, love Just wanna sit, get drunk Don't wanna live, laugh, love I don't wanna live, wanna laugh, wanna love I wanna sit in my room and get drunk Don't wanna live my best life Just wanna lay here all night I don't wanna live, wanna laugh, wanna love