Howling of flickering hosts Clouds of shades torment me Swirling brings the shadows on my unconscious mind Snarl of snapping reason Shock sends conscience spinning From below tide rises Clear to grey Blacken to blind Thoughts slither away Bestial stars burning a pure white madness In white the colors shimmer The black builds behind the dam Swirling tidal roar I am light as light I am strong without fault I see further than sight To the stars bringing Geilt Desire fights the black The failure is ordained Suffocate the mind gag Better to strangle the air than to wrestle with insanity Better to claw at a deity than to tear at its veil Screams deafen with absence Smell of life escaping Boiling in twisted vein Glisten on cold starlit metal I am light as light I am strong without fault I see further than sight To the stars bringing Geilt It crossed the chasm Its sides shaking with vulgar randomness Between Geilt and Ecstasy The bastion of sanity