Dying in Analog

歌詞

I'm turning pale as I'm told the news That a death has crept in me In terminal bliss my life cut short And now my soul is numb Sunken cheeks and yellowed skin I've seen the horrible ways of disease So scared, alone as my anger grows Yet tears become my eyes Welcome to terminal end The doctors informed me it's my grave The beauty in growing up when I did I look back a young man and smile a kid I'm dying, slowly dying under The force of my terminal world As the old man loves the young man Cries dying in analog My family and loved ones scared and Afraid for this sudden change to my life I can't have tomorrow to fix yesterday This moment is all that I have I'm dying, slowly dying under The force of my terminal world As the old man loves the young man Cries dying in analog Living... death be not proud Dying... the end of my days Living... the force I must obey I'm dying, slowly dying under The force of my terminal world As the old man loves the young man Cries dying in analog Living... death be not proud Dying... the end of my days Living... a wounded soul As the end has come for me Its turning my spirit to see those like me Eaten by disease So much for the health so much for life Forever from dust to decay There's no time to understand the Scare within my heart Yes my termination has been aroused By fears of mortality I dream for the past so set in my ways While the living are dreaming beyond But death should be peaceful A heartfelt goodbye And free from prolonged agony A few more hours, lasting minutes Or maybe seconds more I turn and stir and wonder why still It's time for me My vision fading, dimming down All around me running slow My precious family sits and cries As disease destroys my life I motion my loved ones to stand by my side At deathbed attempting to speak The feeling the need to settle the pains From the hurts betrayals from me I pour from the heart to those that I love As I struggle to die feeling peace With them I reflect and make my amends As poorly my dying heart beats Slowly the power bestowed by the fear Awakes and harvests in me Surely this is because I'm afraid Afraid of beyond, afraid of the fear Where will it take me? my final need Is to find out at last the one truth And then it becomes me passing away It arrives along with death's stare In life remembered Gone forever Gone forever down to the earth That brought me to life, On to heareafter With grace by my side Far from above be-stilled Underground numb to the living Peaceful and sound A funeral of life, a name on a grave Yet forever the memories sing...