Everyday it's he same old bullcrap I wish I could escape from it and you Why did I have to wake up. I said someday i'd start a band.. Be like Kurt Cobain, Save a bunch of souls, Show everyone at home that i'm not a falure. But I could care less about the future, Cause the future's dead as I don't care. And soon I see her... In the distance it's her... And everything falls the back of my mind, And I wanna start the band just to impress her. But then... I do something dumb... Chorus: And I don't remeber what I said, Or anything that I did, even though I wrote it in my songbook I, Am dead inside, and so is all my life, I crawl away for good as I play guitar My mind splits in two, Now i'm not making any sence Any sence... Too late to stop and tell her that I like her I am confused, scared out of my mind. Breathing in real deep, Scared to take a single step, Scared i'll do something dumb. And i'm scared to step any closer, Cause I already fell down the stairs, as she Sat and laughed. Chorus And now I fail to be anything, And I can't see anything. I sit in my room and wonder if she Thinks i'm dumb, and worthless. Then I write this song, And dream of playing it for her. Though I know she'd laugh in my face, But who cares, cause i'm not strong Anyway. Chorus