She had the eyes of a Saint. Blessed and the damned. Weight of the world pressing in. As she rinses the blood from her hands. Complications are building. In you, I can see me. The truth never laid me so bare. Holding you up to the light, as it all falls apart. I can choke on it. But, I won't understand it again. You lie to me, comfort me. You, I can see through. Society stands on it's head. Media setting the pace. You broke me, now fix me. A man or whatever remains. Throwing it out on the tiles. Tell me that nothing will change, nothing will change. I can choke on it. But, I won't understand it again. I can breathe. I can learn. I could live on my own. Holding you up to the light as it all falls apart. Understand it again. I can choke, I can choke, I can choke.