My hell - Another day in life - Which way will I go? - Will I pick suicide? - How do I say no? - The demons are calling me - "Just one more line" - Voices echoing in my head - These thoughts aren't mine - Chop it - Snort it - The kid? - Ignore it - Life sucks - I'm over it - Save me from myself - Can't quit - I tried it - Your love? - Denied it - Can't fake it - I hate it - please help me - God - Save me from myself - I'm beggin you - God - Save me from my hell - Chillin in my own gutter - I've sunk so low - I want to be a good father, but - Here the voices go - Chop it - Snort it - The kid? - Ignore it - Life sucks - I'm over it - Save me from myself - Can't quit - I tried it - Your love? - Denied it - Can't fake it - I hate it - please help me - God - Save me from myself - I'm beggin you - God - Save me from my hell - Save me - Save me - From my - Myself - Save me - Save me - From my - My hell - Wake up - Wasted - Get up - Wasted - Go out - Wasted - Come home - So Wasted - Play shows - Wasted - Pimp hoes - Wasted - Life blows - I'm Wasted - No more living Wasted! - Drug use - I kicked it - Abuse - I kicked it - I'm through - I kicked it - I won't kill myself - Depression- I kicked it - Suicide - I kicked it - Telling lies - I kicked it - I won't kill myself - Father! - Thank you - Father! - I live for you now! - Oh my God - I live - For you now - Oh my God - I live - For you now - God - Save me from myself - I'm beggin you - God - Save me from my hell