Wishing is cold this year in Pyrenean snow Or have my nerves been sabotaged and stripped? And I can't hear you anymore Are you now stone silent, or are my ears clipped? And I've been riding trains Because I'm so afraid to drive I'm whirling lifeless over metal tracks Too scared to stay alive And what paralysis is worse That from the world or from inside? And where's the borderline at which the two divide? Wishing could be the motion at the window's edge Is it owl wings or my eye's mistake? If dreams just hold me hostage to electrical codes Then how do you enact them when I wake? And I've been riding trains Because I'm so afraid to drive I'm whirling lifeless over metal tracks Too scared to stay alive And what paralysis is worse That from the world or from inside? And where's the borderline at which the two divide? I chase the trains forever Hoping someday they will stop I see myself through windows And he doesn't care if I catch up What destination do I reach Somewhere ahead or lifetimes back? Oh, either way, there's no escaping from this track There's no escaping from this Wishing that I were never afraid And wishing these rails had never been laid And I will be strong and I will be brave And I'm right behind you, show me the way Inside, I am red but the sky is grey And I'm right here with you but further away each day And I'm still riding trains Because I'm so afraid to drive I'm whirling lifeless over metal tracks Too scared to stay alive And what paralysis is worse That from the world or from inside? And where's the borderline at which the two divide?