Honestly I'm really glad you never hit me up at all When i look back I see that every time we talked I felt so small Wish I could think about the better times to help my mental health I'd sell my soul if it meant I could go and save my younger self But I don't have The energy to dwell on that See I can't believe that You would say something like that I think that It's best that I just stay far away from you To continue what I do And do it best And get you off my chest It takes some time to see but things are even better than before I don't even need a reason to go AWOL anymore Suffering around so many people starts to take its toll It doesn't take a lot to show that you're the one to start the war But I don't have The energy to dwell on that See I can't believe that You would say something like that I think that It's best that I just stay far away from you To continue what I do And do it best And get you off my chest