dont let me go

歌詞

Bleeding all over this shit Can I get, uhm, like, my pants and shit? Can I just, uhm, get, like, a little... Like a towel? Mm-hm Lately my thoughts eating me alive Laid in the bed Thinkin' maybe the hate'll finally go away if I'm not alive Wish I didn't listen Just like I wish they would understand me one time I had a breakdown and tatted my entire body except one line Everything's just fine (Slippin' again) There I go, slippin' again, I'm actin' different again I see my family's reflection Every time I look in the cup and I sip it again (After this ends) Tell me, after all this ends Will I be mentioned again Why do I care? If in the end, it's just me and God, like I'm Christian again (Yeah) (Slim, bring the beat in) Before my dad left this Earth He made sure I took on every quality I didn't want I was supposed to die at birth Gave me a chance and I fucked it up, give me another one (Mm) I've been runnin' from Secrets I hid as a kid and I never confronted 'em I just called ma, said I forgive her For not bein' there when I needed one I'm comin' back, just let me go I'm comin' back, just let me go, yeah I'm comin' back, just let me go I'm comin' back, don't let me go Who am I when the music stops? And the character that I been playin' Is really just broken and fuckin' lost? I swear, I've been tellin' you Over and over again in all of these songs But they don't hear nothin' I'm writin' 'Cause they're too busy tryna write me off And they go on and on and on It's funny, 'cause if we just sat and talked You'd see that it's just hard for me to be vulnerable 'Cause I blocked it off I got trust issues, growin' up No one was there to hear what I thought My heart was broken like my ribs as a kid When me and my father fought (Yeah) I'm medicating with something that I cannot pronounce But it's what the doctor gave me Rehab patient, with a pen and some paper (Mm) This psychiatrist keeps evaluating How can I live with the fact That my hand wasn't on her stomach when we lost the baby? I don't got no one to turn to 'Cause everyone's dead in my life that was tryna raise me Searchin' for someone to tell me who I really am I don't know when I look in the mirror Constantly dreadin' the day That the audience might not be screaming for me anymore The feeling of dying alone And not leaving anything behind is my biggest fear Kiss the person that I love As if I'm never coming back after I leave out the door I'm comin' back, just let me go (Feelin' like) I'm comin' back, just let me go, yeah I'm comin' back, just let me go I'm comin' back, don't let me go (Mm) I'm comin' back, just let me go (Mm) I'm comin' back, just let me go, yeah (Mm) I'm comin' back, just let me go (Mm) I'm comin' back, don't let me go