Everything you do You do in vain I try to endure the taint of pain My heart is still All hope is gone Life turns off as easily as it turns on What will happen to me when I die? I don't want to go to heaven And hell's where I've been all my life I have outlived The usefulness of my life I'll end it all With this butcher knife I hate myself And I want to die I'm not worthy to be alive Those who plan to go to heaven Behave as if on drugs Ain't no heaven; ain't no hell You just get eaten by bugs