with a sense of urgency and unease second-guessing just about everything recollections of a nightmare so cryptic and incomprehensible encomp*ssing anxiety no control, no compensation a jaded need for some astonishment it’s a blunt humiliation not at risk of being overconfident encomp*ssing anxiety i’m spinning in a vacuum deteriorating to great acclaim help has fallen by the wayside nowhere near to finding better ways to be i’m not here purely for the sake of breathing, i am wide awake excuse my efforts for today all-encomp*ssing anxiety i’m spinning in a vacuum deteriorating to great acclaim help has fallen by the wayside nowhere near to finding better ways to be i’m not here purely for the sake of breathing, i am wide awake excuse my efforts for today