I heard your voice that night, it was shaking. Sounded irritated with helplessness to me. But in all the anger, I'm sure I slightly heard a sign of hope somewhere and it gave me hope in many ways. I was also frightened that day too. Also worried because I knew that you went through more. But when I saw you, I knew clearly that there was something I could do even though I'm far away from you... I can't be there but I keep sending you my heart. I can't be there, don't ever think that we're apart. It's not like me to say this. I'm so sorry that I can't be there for you. Nothing wrong, there're times when you must cry. Tears that are falling are for those who can't even cry now. A smile on your face means that one day there'll be a day that everybody else will be able to laugh together... I can't be there but I keep sending you my heart. I can't be there, don't ever think that we're apart. I need you to remember. I'm so sorry that I can't be there for you. No I... It's not like me to say this. I need you to remember. I was also frightened that day too. I'm so sorry that I can't be there for you.