I'm playing hide and seek With my shadow The game I dread the most Has just begun Maybe I win if it rains tomorrow But until then I will hide from the sun I will hide from the sun I will hide from the sun I will hide from the sun I will hide from the sun Why do I keep walking away from myself So much in life that I don't understand Maybe I've lived my life for someone else Am I a fool for being what I can? For being what I can For being what I can For being what I can For being what I can Blind through obedience ask you so many souls I was a slave a slave and I'd thrown out what's real No one ever escapes from a black hole And they all said that I was crazy I have consumed myself to death Until there was nothing left to buy Anybody ever care how I felt When I said I did not wanna die? I've consumed myself to death Until I had no tears to cry Anybody ever care how I felt When I had to learn how to lie? When I had to learn how to fly When I had to learn how to die How to lie How to fly How to die I've consumed myself to death Until I had no tears to cry Anybody ever care how I felt When I had to learn how to lie? I've consumed myself to death Until I had no tears to cry Anybody ever care how I felt When I had to learn how to die?