VanilLament

歌詞

No matter what words I search for This thought just floats in the air I'm not a good talker, so I'm always a little downcast I wanted to leave something behind To keep expressing something, but I am too helpless to even try to grasp tomorrow And yet, I am tormented by the loneliness that I breathe every day I hate myself like this With all my heart, but I can't take the first step to change it Blindness Pain and Madness Blind Faith Blend in with daily life Blindness Praise for Suffering What the hell do you want? What are they protecting when they Have nothing? It's ridiculous By the time I realize it Will it already be too late? The view is distorted and nauseating I can't even ride the chain of grief Unable to find the value of existence I’m looking for I am too helpless to even try to grasp guilt and punishment And yet, I am tormented by the loneliness that I breathe every day I hate myself like this With all my heart, but I can't take the first step to change it It sounded like I could run away, Ah yeah But that would leave me with nowhere To go in the end...a corner of the world I will go on stage believing your voice Which I feel like this, will release ego My wounded wings, and my longing that has lost its color long before It's pathetic, but do you believe me? Will you admit me even though I am like this? Tears regain color and sublimate I want to be able to exist as myself I'll say goodbye to my lamenting self With a momentary pain