Past Present Future

歌詞

Sometimes you look forward and backwards I meditated at home alone in an introspective zone when my conscious mind takes on a deep reflective tone As I layed afraid and replayed mistakes that i've made depression covered me with his dark shade and cut like a blade Should i seek advice from somebody that knows me the most? Just as i asked a familiar figure slowly approached I dont believe in paranormal beings or old seeing ghosts but everything he told me and everything he showed me was close I didn't understand his motives or his purpose with me My assessment was he could be 22 or 23 As my visual started burgin in and emergin I see that this person indeed was just a younger version of me He said he had words that were of the most urgent degree Apologized for things that he had caused to occur mentally [?] decisons that he had made led to my discouragement G Said at the time he couldnt see what all the turbulence be Said history never produced a more deserving MC That had received less and had packed a greater burden than me "If I could merge ya knowledge now with ya fire from 93' Just imagine how dangerous and disturbin it might be" He showed me bad moments in my life that could've been nice At times I wouldve won but I went left when I shouldve went right well once you done it, well it's over that's a permanent rule problems I couldve missed, had I made an alternative move He reminded me well that I sat on a throne with a veil now im lonely as hell, broken down and only a shell of my former self, and that's something I hated to say just when I asked if I could make it right he faded away three levels of my existence will clash when my present meets my future in my past how long will my rationale last when my present meets my future in my past man, what just happened to me I must've blacked out or somethin man I feel like, I feel like im in another dimension man what's really goin on the psychological effects of pain i failed to withstand to recover from it the average man seldomly can someone tell me the plan, I looked and saw an elderly man and he began to place me under a deep spell with his hand I couldn't believe that was to try to deceive me and lie he was feeble and shy, and much older than the previous guy I relaxed like I was high, relief I was breathin inside he said that he would speak and that I would have no need to reply he told me the things that I was yearnin in my past was a tree of learnin said my future wasnt planned and that nothin was predetermined said dont focus on rejection and personal imperfections showed me sections of my life I should take in different directions I couldnt see his face at all only a silhouette flamin said there would be no deal in explainin, until I became him what you see in front of you is the same form I remain in it's up to you to add to the frame of what you'll be gainin if you devote your inthereal hope and spiritual growth look in the mirror close and apply not just here what i spoke dont think current obstacles last, there's no impossible task you could profit with cash, the future has optional paths I can't reveal every dimension, Im just showin you some I warn you now about the pitfalls so you'll know when they come first start your divorce, weak hearted thoughts of remorse I can't divulge too much there's a chance you'll alter the course This warning is [?], right now you got throwns in your crown But ima end it just [?] born to astound I see you speculating blatantly, no need to mistake me yeah im you 20 years from now, but what will you make me three levels of my existence will clash when my present meets my future in my past how long will my rationale last when my present meets my future in my past three levels of my existence will clash when my present meets my future in my past how long will my rationale last when my present meets my future in my past