You walk the streets at night The neon lights flash, you're blinded by the sight You sell yourself and paid just enough to live "I'm still alright, I am still alive" You came like the wind, in this mad city Before you realize, you'll be sinking deep "This is the only way, we toast and paint it all blue" I'm in full control "They don't want me back" "This is my salvation" "Pain and loneliness is my identity" I'm in full control "I just want me back" (Feel like want to live I'm still feel like want to live Feel like want to live I'm still feel like want to live) I pierced myself again I don't feel anymore "I am still alright, I am still alive" "This is the life I chose Choosing to get me off This is the life I failed Choosing to waste away" "This is the life I chose Choosing to get me off This is the life I failed Choosing to waste away" Feels like a waste of time The way I live this life Will I be able to run from here? I just want me back You run like the wind, in this mad city And when you realize, everyone is gone "I can't go on like this, I'm burnt and now all alone" "I'm losing control" "I just wanna go back" "This is my addiction" "Pain and loneliness is my identity" (Still I love you) "I'm losing control" "I just want you back" I'm going crazy you are fucking with my head At least I'm still alive As if I had a choice? Now I lost my way I want to live with you (Still I love you) How's it feel like to live…?