How did I lose you? (How did I lose you?) How did I blow that? How can we go back? Why did I not choose you? Ooh-ooh Instead of a good time, I wasted your good time I should've been everything I promised I should've not had to learn it from this You shoulda been first I know it's emotional, but you're not emotional, she said I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be crying but I can't stop thinking All the things you should've said that you never said All the things you should've done that you never did Always said, "I don't know what I should be feeling" Oh, darling I've been stupid, thoughtless I've been useless, heartless I've been violating and thinking it wasn't ever gonna catch up I wasn't ever gonna 'fess up, and that's real I should've been everything I promised (I should've been) I should've not had to learn it from this (Hmm-hmm) You shoulda been first (Oh my God) I know it's emotional, but you're not emotional, she said I should be crying but I just can't let it show I should be crying but I can't stop thinking All the things you should've said that you never said All the things you should've done that you never did Always said, "I don't know what I should be feeling" Oh, darling Please (Cry) Shoulda known you're feeling something, please (Cry) 'Cause if it hurts, I know you still care (Cry) 'Cause if you don't, I know you're over it (Cry) Oh, please, girl (Cry) So that I know you're feeling something, please (Cry) 'Cause if it hurts I know you still care (Cry) 'Cause if you don't, then I know you're over it (Cry) Oh, she said, she said, she said, yeah I should be crying but I just can't let it show (Can't let it show) I should be crying but I can't stop thinking (I can't stop thinking, yeah) All the things we should've said that you never said (Oh, oh, yeah) All the things you should've done that you never did (I should've done) Always said, "I don't know what I should be feeling" (What I should be doing) Oh, darling Make it go Make it go away