(I wished that I could hate you my baby) The colors are fadin' out Is it quiet where you’re sleepin' Your records, my empty house, I wish I knew what you were feelin' Fightin' every instinct while you hold your pride Back to the beginnin' it swallows my mind You’re all that I think about, I even see you when I’m dreamin' I wished that I could hate you my baby I wished that when I left you’da chased me I didn’t wanna change but you made me Now you’re tellin' all your friends that I’m crazy I don’t believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I’ll be movin' on In slow motion I’ve never been good with words, but you didn’t try to listen Could call but I won’t be the first to remind you what you’re missin' Fightin' every instinct while you hold your pride Back to the beginnin' It swallows my mind You never learned how to hurt, but I didn’t try to fix it I wished that I could hate you my baby I wished that when I left you’da chased me I didn’t wanna change but you made me Now you’re tellin' all your friends that I’m crazy I don’t believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I’ll be movin' on In slow motion (I wished that I could hate you my baby) I need you more when you are not around, not around Maybe I crave the way you let me down, let me down I think I want you more than I need ya Avoid the places I see ya Killin' me slow, Killin' me slowly I wished that I could hate you my baby I wished that when I left you’da chased me I didn’t wanna change but you made me Now you’re tellin' all your friends that I’m crazy I don’t believe that you ever really loved me I made believe that you cared when you touched me I know I’ll be movin' on In slow motion