People asked me if I have a crown And fingers with carmine gems on silver ring I've been counting my pulse since I lost you In the sea of definitions Once we had a spark Tell me, adored one You still linger on your bones I can't stop thinking you are turning into something absurd Fire a gun and kill the chain of dreadful thoughts Tell me, adored one You will never be someone I know Your eyes are red Resolving some other life We should leave the house while your blood still boils We all recall the endless nights in our bones as a pain to grow Once we had a spark Tell me, adored one You still linger on your bones I can't stop thinking You are turning into something absurd Fire a gun and kill the chain of dreadful thoughts Tell me, adored one You will never be someone I know