Natural at Disaster

歌詞

It's hard to love you when you hate yourself Can't be there for you without negatively impacting my mental health Tryna fix you made me break myself It's like I'm a moth to the toxicity You reeled me in I'm addicted to narcissistic qualities But now your ignorance kinda scares me Someone's gotta say it 'Cause you were all snakes no ladders You're happiest when you make me sadder Tried to help you, but it didn't matter You're a natural at disaster Tryna build a bridge out of matches But then you breathe out and fire catches Everything you touch turns to ashes You're a natural at disaster Wreaking havoc Everything you do is problematic Never getting better When you're stuck in your ways forever So here's a medal You fooled me into thinking I was special Can't get through to you unless I go down to your level So on a level I'm pretty sure that you're the devil 'Cause you were all snakes no ladders You're happiest when you make me sadder Tried to help you, but it didn't matter You're a natural at disaster Tryna build a bridge out of matches But then you breathe out and fire catches Everything you touch turns to ashes Well done you for raining on every parade till it turns black and blue It's just what you do And well done me for letting you step over every single boundary Does that make me weak? It's hard to love you when you hate yourself Can't be there for you Without negatively impacting my mental health