I've been drinking again It's funny timing guess I like it When I got a reason to send youa message That I'll only half remember I know in the morning I'll regret it But right now I'm in the mood for a self-inflicted meltdown I reach out when I shouldn't I made it messy, I couldn't not You give me nothing at all so I pick up my glass Am I holding on too much? When did we fall out of love? Was it me, was it us? Did I mess this whole thing up? Did I say too many words? Is it my fault we got hurt? And now it's all too much to keep it bottled up So I fill up my cup I've been drinking with friends Getting over wanting closure So I distract myself With something else And here we go again You're the source of my frustration And the cocktail that I'm making Ain't enough to stop me thinking about you I reach out when I shouldn't You give me nothing I fill my glass And just when I think I'm okay I'm crying in Shiraz Am I holding on too much? When did we fall out of love? Was it me, was it us? Did I mess this whole thing up? Did I say too many words? Is it my fault we got hurt? And now it's all too much To keep this bottled up Crying in Shiraz I'm at the bottom of the barrel, baby Clinging to the past like wine stains Thought that I'd be better but I'm not I can't stop Am I holding on too much? When did we fall out of love? Was it me, was it us? Did I mess this whole thing up? Did I say too many words? Is it my fault we got hurt? And now it's all too much To keep it bottled up So I fill up my cup I still fill my cup, ooh I still fill it, I still fill it up, yeah yeah