feelings you see are so hard to believe all the chaos I have in my heart devils I make and the love can't relate the solus inside tears me up take me away set me on fire theres no other way give me a reason cause I got nothing to gain so what are we doing now feeling complacent I can not be contained I'm so lost and lonely now weaving deceits is so easy for me cause the loathing I've had from the start evil disease all the hatred it breeds as I'm down on my knees torn apart where do I run where do I hide give me a reason to end my life where do I run where do I hide give me a reason to get out alive