It's as bad as I remember If I remember it at all I want to take you higher But I'm afraid we would fall I'm choking on the smoke of my last cigarette If there's peace beyond this pasture I haven't seen it yet I'm going down, down, down Choke my screams I used to dream But dreams are empty Clean me... I can't pick the meat decaying in my teeth I have to numb my gums first Pretend you're asleep I'm leary of your pity I'm sorry for my daughter I can't see the bottom Wash me dirty water