Silent scream, no words get out Of my dry throat Pull my hands to spectral figures Seemed to me existing people With horror in stillness Steer at last seconds of my life. Life that much shorter than I thought. Absolute helplessness Panic fear Hopelessness Death drew me down To the sticky bog of unconsciousness I see her laughing Sharping decrepit scythe I can not breath Dripping blood from nose Nasty salty taste Words lost their meaning Memory has failed Base knowledge is waste I loose control Senses grow turbid Feelings go astray Now I realize That my end is near Soon I gonna die. Experience is useless Material world Lost it's value Spiritual world Is forgotten Left only born primitive instincts and unbending will I close my eyes, die out. There is no strengths to fight Body has faint away Sank into oblivion Persistent will-power Yell at me Stand UP! With all mine's might again and again I try to get on feet. On my feet. Silent scream, no words get out Of my throat With horror in stillness Steer at last seconds of my life.