Positive

歌詞

Make me, make me sweat til I'm wet, til I'm dry but then wipe this tear from my eye haven't even felt this warm in a long time even out in the bright sunshine in a lifetime of springtimes I fall into your arms with my heart pumpin' on like a bubblin' dub track like a garlicy hot tongue and lip smack I did some contemplation before we got down to this consecration or maybe baby something in your kiss said it was an impetous for me to rethink this If I love you then I better get tested make sure we are protected I walk through the park dressed like a question mark Hark! I hear my memory bark in the back of my brain, makn' me insane... ...like cocaine (chorus) But how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive? Is it gonna be a negative? How'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive? Is it gonna be a negative? but how'm I gonna live my life if I'm positive? Dawned on me, it seemed to me that this is unusual scenery this red light greenery make me feel kinda dreamery thinkin' how I used to be Arrive at the clinic and walk through the front door I take a nervous number then I'm thinkin' some more about all the time that I neglected makin sure that I was protected They took my blood With an anonymous number two weeks waitin' wonderin' I shoulda done this a long time ago a lot of excuses why I couldn't go I know these things and these things I must know 'cause it's better to know than to not know! (chorus) I go home to kick it in my apartment I try to give myself a risk assessment the wait is what can really annoy ya every single day is more paranoya I'm readin' about how it gets transmitted some behavior I must admit it with who I slept with, and who they slept with, who they, who they, who they slept with when I think about life and immortality what's the first thing I do if I'm H.I.V I have a cry and tell my mother get on the phone and call my past lovers I never thought about infectin' anotha the times that I said "Hmmm? Don't bother." Was it really all that magic? The times I didn't use a prophalactic Would my whole life have to change? or my whole life remained the same? sometimes it makes me wanna shout! all these things too hard to think about a day to laugh, a day to cry a day to live and a day to die 'til I find out, I may wonder but I'm not gonna live my life six feet under (chorus)